Canvas Cerberus

Soo this year I tried to join an art circle, and fortunately one of them (Canberus) open new recruitment several months ago. I passed the test, yay!
I knew some of the members already, so I thought it wont be much difficulty to fit in.
But man, ain't I such awkward person... I'm just afraid I'm annoy them somehow, while I never mean it. Still figuring out what's best I can do to contribute, as far as I concern, they are my family now.

The Devil Sons

Anyone remember I'm in the middle of design my own world for comic? I also make characters that maybe several of them already known because I put them out for roleplaying with other friends. 

Just trying to sketch them at least. They share the same race, the negativans, 3 devil, 1 vampire, 1 werewolf, and 1 half-vampire.

I'll let their relations between them unknown for now, for sake of story you know. lol 

But Echtra, Liel and Exi will be together in the first time so I guess this one is fine. The story will be around that trio and one girl later. 

Art Summary 2016

I know it's soooo late post it now, but hey, still doing it. :p
Just for reminder what I've been progressing until this time. Damn

Chubby Chibi

Apparently, chibi style is what I'm drawing the most these times. Glad to see my clients liking it though, I wish I can have more spare time to learn other things.

Anyway, this is my persona (remake), and new way to put my penname easier. AiFu is just abbreviation of my penname, Atsusa Fuyu. So it's a penname of penname. Lol I hope I dont make anyone confuse with it.

My persona is a girl with shaggy orange-haired, her glasses so thick and shiny you can barely see her eyes. She is quite cheerful outside, goofy, smiles a lot. She smiles to everything, she has many kind of smiles you have to figure out her feelings and intentions only through that lol.

Mystic Messenger

I made these last year when this game on the highest peak of popularity, I guess lol. When I really didnt want to miss any chat from the game. My favourite one is 707, the goofy genius. ;)

Sketches All The Way

Another bunch of random sketches, lol I'm sketching a lot. ^^;; 

This one is practicing draw a cat, I think.

Art for Friends

Sooo these are just bunch of fanarts I drew for my fellow artists (giftart/art trade).
Some of them drawn year ago, and this year for another.
I usually do BW for refreshing, quick doodles. Aand I still have owe several of them until now, gotta find right time and mood to do it.

Painting Practice ##

Been so long since I practice painting again. Man, I wish I could spend more time to it. :(

Fanart of Viktor from Yuri on Ice
I made it even before the anime on air lol

Blue for Rem

Hello hello hello theeeeerrreee~
My God, how long I've been gone, is anyone still here? lol
And I realized it's almost a year I 'left' this place, isn't it?
It's just I keep drawing for commission work, and I dont think I should put here too so..... I dont have any to post. ._.

Then I keep forgeting to post anything here, my God. Not sure if this mean good or not, since this place has been my place whenever I feel sad and alone.

Haha, okay that's enough of that. So I'm trying to bring update in this place again. Putting all my works here, one by one since there's so much I've drew until this time. I even have more children now, hey! :D

For the begining, I guess I havent put my fanart of Rem here? Well here it is then!

A Strong Wise Loli Wizard

Beatrice from Re: Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu
No need another explanation, I love her because of title. ^_^

Blogger Mobile

Hello there, for anyone who is purposedly or not peeking my trashbin haha.

So I try to use blogger app for android again. Last time I tried it, it looked bad that I cant even use it properly. But this time is better so I post this to test it out.

Apparently with this app I can easily update my blog, I wonder if I can upload my artwork with this too.
Anwhow-
I feel like this place little by little will become my diary as well, since another site has become more public, feels bad if I have to ruin people's day with my bad thoughts. Negativity

It probably a warning also, to you who peek- I dont even care anymore if anyone see this place or not.... It'll always be my trashbin huh.

So.. well, I hope at least this place will be nice place of me to rambling around sometimes.
Not that I want someone to help.
Not that I want someone to do something.
And I'm really fine even if you dont care nor have any sympathy.
I just want to tell a story, whenever I cannot tell it to anyone.

Sketch, Sketch Everywhere

How one little thing can ruin my mood so badly. When doing request but isn't being appreciated, that's it. Enough to make me wasted the entire day because lacking of motivation.
Got so many sketches to finish, and most of them is related to other people.

Think I've done stacking WIPs lol, I should finish them one by one now, will do it for practicing as well. Hope my feeling doesnt get high and down again in short time, hopefully.

"FAILED" Projects

I tried to look at old folders, and there're so many unfinish ones that I don't even want to continue again because of failures here and there. Just no :")
So I just put it here for archive, this place is my trash bin remember? :^)

Monster?

I suck at making monster lol, the hell. New pokemon? 

Searching for Answer

To be honest I really in not good state recently. My mind get so messed up, and it's getting worse and worse I don't know how to fix it. All that keep me alive is only drawing. So I might not saying much for now and just throwing all my sketches here.

"I'm gonna work hard and die fast."


Anw, this one is just a bunch of Arzu exploring.

More Doodles

There is so much thing I want to draw, and they are all ended with messy sketches. All in one day, designing costume, fanart, and stuff. Hope I will finish fanart ones, you sure know which one, do you? ;)

Pandora Hearts - Oz Vessalius

This is why I barely draw fanart, I cant make it similar like the original. T_T
Nevertheless, I enjoy drawing him. Inking and toning practice

Built The Mood

My mood swings is really bad this week, I can go to happy to sad to angry to happy again in such short time. Not to mention losing motivation to draw so much. God

I can't be like this forever, I should try to build the mood to keep drawing. I must keep drawing.
That's why I try to continue old doodle, like this Kingdom Hearts fanart is finally complete lol. To be honest this make me feel better. Thank God

Nothing will be done

It's been two days already and I didnt make any progress, so I'll just put it here.......

I'm losing motivation again. again.

Something to Comfort

"The cat's programmed to be like 707."

"The 707 that jokes around all the time and is always bright."

"If something happens to me... I hope this robot comforts you a bit."