My Eternal Crush

When I was kid, I really like Saiyuki anime. I've been looking on it like at everywhere, even at junior high school's library, there's anime magazine that put info about Saiyuki. It continues and I was collecting the DVD series when I was in senior high school, Saiyuki-Reload-Gunlock, 3 seasons and keep looping them on my TV lol. Never enough with them.

And now the DVDs just nowhere to find, then I start to collect the series again! In my laptop of course! with new HDD I bought for my anime collection and backup. To be honest it's quite difficult to find that old anime, it still being pain in the ass-- especially when you have such unstable internet connection. Still struggling to collect them all.

When I try to rewatch them again nowadays, it brings so much nostalgic feelings to me. The fact that I can't really leave this fandom, this is the only thing that can make me buy their ori merchandise, collecting all about them. Moreover, this is also one of fandom I dont want to ruin by making their sexual orientation gone wrong hahaha! Not only because this is my childhood anime, but also their relationships are just fine like that! It's perfect actually. O(-----(

Probably the main reason I keep go back into this fandom, because I really like this Goku character. He's sooooo adorable, my kind of shota. <3
Mostly people will draw fanart of their fave chara, but long ago I was so afraid to draw him because my lack of skill I will ruin his face lol. :"")

Even until now, but really, sometimes you just want to try it for real, dont you?
Though I failed, the real Goku is far awesome than this. Screw me.

Trio Concordia

Finally I have fixed costume for them, with help of my friend designed it. (Not for free of course)
Three of my OCs stock formy story, Mystic. They are barely seen, people mostly only find their voices, singing a folk song throughout the forest or any other open places. They're using different languange than common people in CapellAtria (my created world), only those who learns ancient languange could probably understand what the meanings behind that beautiful melody.
I always imagine that their songs will be like Yuki Kajiura type, haha.

The hair color my friend put is wrong anyway, they supposed to have black hair like this below. xD

Undertale - Napstablook

Recently I'm trying to play Undertale. Well finally, after only seeing it in youtube and stuff, I tried to play it by myself. It was great actually, eventhough you already know the endings, it still fun to do it by myself. I choose Pacifist run in the first play, and planning to do it again. And I dont want to ruin it by choosing Genocide one, so I'm just checking it out in youtube lol-

The characters there are mostly fun and unique, and my favourite one this gloomy little spooky DJ, Napstablook~

The Cursed Flower

The reason why Scripta's hair have two colors, it's because she has been cast by curse spell. When her parents died in ship accident, they were escaping from Death Eater who tried to kill them. The Death Eater succeed to kill the parents, but the daughter stays alive with lifetime curse in her. Her blueish hair color is a sign of how near she is to the death itself. If it keeps growing and her hair color has change into completely blue, you know what's gonna happen.

pose reference used.

My Little Flower

Hello hello helloooo I haven't update anything since long eh, because I didn't finish anything- Except those illustration for job, yes.
But I DO doodling here and there, some stuffs, and most of them is about my pottermore OC, Scripta~

I'm doing roleplaying with my friend, and sometimes I can't help to doodle her expressions. Like when she get embarassed by her partner, all the time. :))

She has study in Hogwarts for 4 years now, according to our rp timeline.
Like I ever said back then, on the fourth year, Scripta cut her long hair into this length.

Loneliness

Which's worse, to be ignored or to be judged by the people around you?

What do you think happened if some people don't get along like they used to do?

Which's easier, to blaming others or blaming yourself?

Which's worse, ask other people for advice or ask the related person directly?

Which's better, crying for help or desperately fighting by yourself?






What should I do?

The negativity is always in the form of question, and it never find the true answers.
Because no one to be asked.

And that's why it will always linger in your heart.

Hyacinthoides Non-Scripta

Just my Pottermore OC, Scripta.
On fourth or fifth year in Hogwarts, she will cut her hair. She looks good both with long and short hair, don't you think. :3
Her name was picked by Bluebell's name, Hyacinthoides Non-scripta. Bluebells have long been symbolic of humility and gratitude, and this flower represent her. At least that's what I'm trying to do. ;)